Dear Diary,
I had History with Anderson this morning. It was perfect. I sat in front of his desk so that I could look at him without him getting freaked out. Oh God, he's perfect. The work was really easy but I still asked for help so that he'd lean over my desk and explain it to me.
It's lunch now in the Common Room. I was sitting with Cissy and Lilly. Cissy's my best friend but, God, does she got on my nerves? All the time. She's convinced that she's fat and she tells me and Lilly all the time which, since Cissy's the thinnest one of us, makes me and Lilly feel like shit. Can she just shut up about her weight? Thank God that Lilly stood up to her; someone finally told her to shut up!
I would never tell anyone this, in person, but they all think they're better than me. Since I went to public schools before and they didn't. Since I don't have a boyfriend yet and they do. Since I'm the only person who defends my friends when Bennet's rude to them and they can take it. I don't think they understand that we can all be different but equal.
As if they'd want to be equal. They just want to be the best and only the best.
Lilly's acting a bit strange lately so I better go and find out what's happening with her.
Love from,
Tanya x
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